No Destination

Coming back to Melbourne this time didn't really cheer me up, I offically feel exhausted. And this is the first time in a really long time Canberra really estabilishes an image called 'home' in my mind. Despite the fact that i have been sick for two days which hasn't been on my page for more than a year, probably coming back drew a curse on me. And somehow, i lost the ability to translate affections between me and friends here. That is to say, i messed up my relationships with external again. And you, i don't know what's the problem with you now. Sometimes I just couldn't understand you at all. I said i like to be straightforward and I would like you to do me a favour doing so as well. Guessing can never be on my plate and we don't really have time for jokes, as you know, everything is not settling down yet and i don't expect to doom the seed just when it hasn't starting growing up or on the half way of which the bond is not strong enough to experience the emotional storm. Honestly with you, I am giving my best to figure things out. So Don't let me down.

And this is something that i have been secretly at variance with, I, somehow, liked the joke.