No Destination

1，鞋子

2，吃美味的食物

3，健身

4，看杂志

6，任何的书

7，收集任何小而可爱的包包

9，电影

10，整理房间

11，做不切实际的梦然后说damn it

12，西瓜

13，学习化妆

14，最近迷上睡觉，大概实在太累

15，跟好久不联系的朋友聊聊

16，有玫瑰蜂蜜香气的甜美的绿茶

Coming back to Melbourne this time didn't really cheer me up, I offically feel exhausted. And this is the first time in a really long time Canberra really estabilishes an image called 'home' in my mind. Despite the fact that i have been sick for two days which hasn't been on my page for more than a year, probably coming back drew a curse on me. And somehow, i lost the ability to translate affections between me and friends here. That is to say, i messed up my relationships with external again. And you, i don't know what's the problem with you now. Sometimes I just couldn't understand you at all. I said i like to be straightforward and I would like you to do me a favour doing so as well. Guessing can never be on my plate and we don't really have time for jokes, as you know, everything is not settling down yet and i don't expect to doom the seed just when it hasn't starting growing up or on the half way of which the bond is not strong enough to experience the emotional storm. Honestly with you, I am giving my best to figure things out. So Don't let me down.

And this is something that i have been secretly at variance with, I, somehow, liked the joke.

Chike said he had nobody to go shopping with, so he ended up with staying at home, alone.

I said it is ok just perfectly being with myself, or ourselves, so I ended up with one more single movie and of course, another pair of shoes, and they are surprisingly green.

I got to know so many great friends when this time back to China. After a series of proposals, I finally decoded my vision of disability to get intimate with great guys. I’m so terrified that I might lose them when at the beginning stage of intimation; therefore I prefer to just be friends instead of having broken hearts and total separation taken place when it came to the matter of relationships I supposed. Friends, in a way, are forever, but relationships are not that reliable.

Do you know what? You said your hand writing is not perfect so you wouldn't hand write me letters. I don't mind, really. What really matters is the fact that you do it, or not.