No Destination

1，鞋子

2，吃美味的食物

3，健身

4，看杂志

6，任何的书

7，收集任何小而可爱的包包

9，电影

10，整理房间

11，做不切实际的梦然后说damn it

12，西瓜

13，学习化妆

14，最近迷上睡觉，大概实在太累

15，跟好久不联系的朋友聊聊

16，有玫瑰蜂蜜香气的甜美的绿茶

The conversation with Sofie has honestly been depressing, but it was the very first time in a really long time, that I felt grouped in a way of which was once defined as pyschological sickness, known as 'Bulimia'. We seemed to have much in common, the food choice, living habit and even the direction of losing weight, but as the talk was half on the way, I suddenly became to realize that 'Bulimia' was me. It is no longer me.

I couldn't tell how comfortable I am now with the changes of eating habit since the first day back to Australia. It just happened in a healthier desire unintentioanlly. From the days I have been through, correct habit does help minuse the size and self-depression. I am once again, back to a normal and positive life plus a propotional figure. All those pre-arranged schedules and plans have been written in the diary. If I could be brave and prepared enough to manage the breaking through of Bulimia which I thought I would never get over with, then what else that is wrong couldn't I smooth away?

Today is the finalized day I set to pay for the summer course tuition fees. I'd better not play little trouble here like last year. No mess, no mass, no fuss.